Skip to main content

Seeing Again

 I recently spent some time with my 97-year-old mother-in-law.  It was our first visit since COVID rearranged everyone's travel plan.  At her age, she's assumed her rightful place as the Grand Dame of my wife's family.  She is also a good touchstone for all the social, political, and cultural changes going on.  Her eyesight is not good, so I try to read to her on each visit.  It is always well received and much appreciated. 

This time,  after a brief session, we were chatting and I happened to mention that I recently looked up the house I grew up in on Google maps.  From there I found a real estate listing and was able to see some of the sales histories since my sister and I sold the place after my father's death.  I was bemoaning the fact that there were no interior pictures but I could see that the front lawn and our big silver maple tree were gone replaced by concrete.  My father's beloved redwood on the front side had been painted blue or was replaced by blue siding.  It was hard to tell which.  

At this, my mother-in-law began to muse about her childhood home.  She told me that her family purchased the home in Newton, Mass in 1930.  The lightbulb came on.  

"Would you like to see if we can find a picture online?" I asked. 



At that, we began her search on my iPad.  Sure enough, the stately home of her childhood appeared.  Her reaction was mildly astonishing.  To say that seeing this home elevated her spirits is an understatement.  It was almost as if I'd brought someone from the dead.  In a way, that was precisely what happened.

She was so overcome with emotion that she instantly called her 93-year-old sister to tell her the news.   Now,  both these elders are not currently computer savvy and cannot perform the simplest of searches because of eyesight.  In fact, they've pretty much given up cyberspace.  But this ability to view their childhood home was just too much.  It got me thinking.  To see something you never expected to see again is quite an experience.  

It reminded me of the time I went to an Italian festival in San Francisco some years ago.  There was a room with enlarged photos of the Italian community in San Francisco during the Depression years.  I was struck by one photo of an old stake truck with a big wine barrel on the bed and a big crowd around it.  The caption explained that it was a Sunday delivery of wine that many folks were crowding around.  With wine illegal, many Italian-Americans were unable to continue some cultural traditions.  



Suddenly, an older man, accompanied by two women became very animated.  All three were speaking in Italian.  The gentleman was obviously emotionally overcome.  He began to cry.  People turned to look.  Finally, I asked one of the women accompanying him what was the matter.  

"He sees himself as a young man in this photo," she replied.  Sure enough, there in the crowd, waiting for their Sunday wine allotment, was a younger version of this tearful man.  Powerful.  Again, like seeing something yo never thought you'd see again.

Comments

Popular posts from this blog

To a Tee

 I'm a sucker for a good t-shirt.  They are the foundational garment of my life.  My day starts with selecting a t-shirt and it ends with sleeping in one.  Once thought of as under garments, t-shirts are now original art and no doubt, a billion dollar business.   You can get a t-shirt with anybody's picture displayed.  You can commemorate an event, a birthday, a death, even a specular play in any sport.  Family reunions usually have a commemorative t-shirt.  Also, any organization that solicits your support in the form of a donation is likely to offer you a t-shirt. Where once I only had the basic white t-shirt, my drawers are filled with all manner of colorful choices.  Some recognize major events in my life, some, spectacular performances or plays I have witnessed, and some unforgettable places I have been.   I say I'm a sucker for a good t-shirt because I have taken the bait on what I perceived as a must-have only to be disappointed. ...

Illusory

What does it take to enrage you?  That moment when your words fly on pure emotion because enough is enough.  Is it a driver that cuts you off at high speed?  What about being an eyewitness to blatant racism or on the receiving end of some obvious injustice? I know some people who never express rage.  I admire them but know full well I am not capable of such distance from that which would bring about such a strong response. Another senseless shooting and 7 people die at the hands of a mentally ill gun owner.  The father of the 20 year old college student lets it fly and somehow millions feel a new sense of relief.  He calls the politicians bastards who do nothing, he wears his pain in public.  The news media responds but we all know that nothing is going to change.  We are the gun country.  We are the place where anybody, anytime, can be cut down just for being there when somebody else snaps. Usually the perpetrators are delusional. ...

Mr. Greene v. Mr. Brown

I want to tell you about something. Something I've carried inside myself for a number of years now. Perhaps if I were a different kind of person I wouldn't need to talk about it. I'm not. My need to tell it is stronger than your need to hear it. Because, however, there are a number of teachers and former students of mine who may read these meanderings from time to time, I need to tell this story all the more. About 7 or 8 years ago I was asked if I would allow a university PhD. candidate to observe an English class. At first I decided against it because I was scheduled to have a student teacher placed with me the second half of the semester in question. After some urging, however, at the request of a respected colleague, I agreed. Soon I was committing to extra meetings, signing documents and explaining to the class in question who the young woman who thoughtfully pounded away on a laptop in the rear of the classroom three times a week was. I knew that the topic of ...