Saturday, March 29, 2025

The New Invisibility

 There was a time, not all that many years ago, when you wore your politics like clothing.  If your hair was  or wasn't a particular length, then it could be assumed that you supported or didn't the U.S, war in Vietnam.  If you wore beads around your neck, or shunned button-down  shirts or suits, then you must think this way.  Even your age, or there appearance of maturity would cause people to assume things about your values or beliefs.  

This is still true in some ways, especially for younger folks  sporting tattoos, or piercings, or wearing certain styles of clothing.  

With age, though comes liberation.  Case in point.  A couple of weeks ago I came to this realization on a freezing cold morning as I traveled alone across Oregon and on down to the Bay Area.  I'd spent the night in a cozy mountain lodge of a motel in Shasta City, the small town in the shadow of breathtaking Mount Shasta.  Anxious to get going the next morning, I awoke early and checked out about 6:30 am.  It helped that the storm the previous night knocked out TV reception and I had fallen asleep at 7:70pm.  

My car was encased in ice and looked like the small freezer in the old GE refrigerator I grew up with.  The little box that needed to be defrosted with an ice pick every now and then.


After deicing my car, I decided to stop for hot coffee and what I'd hoped would be an adequate breakfast at a local coffeeshop.  This little diner was as traditional as they get.  Int had been there forever, and parts of the premises looked like it.  There were four other people inside this cafe.  One cook. two waitresses, and one other old guy, like me.  

Back in the day, especially in some parts of this country, I'd have stuck out like a Democrat at a Trump Rally.  Not so any more.  My age and appearance, gray beard and all, gave me the freedom to blend in easily.  Now, this may not seem like such a big deal, but as someone who has lived much of my life in the role of "other," it was astonishingly refreshing.  As the waitress trope refilled my coffee cup, and the local country music station droned on with every song sounding the same, I realized I looked like I belonged.  The food was barely passable, and I left more on my plate than I usually do, but I also left a generous tip because, after all, these employees needed a break from a job that was hardly their dream version.  I thought for a minute about what kind of lives they lead, about the other guy who sat at the other end of the counter from me, and how many places around this country there were where this scene was repeating itself.  

Monday, March 17, 2025

It Happened

 "It's in the blood."  That's what a horseman once told me when I asked how he got started training race horses.  I knew exactly what he meant because it's in my blood too.  Now, I don't train horses but my interest and enthusiasm for them is certainly far beyond the norm.  

People often find that mystifying when they learn of this strong interest of mine.  "I wouldn't have expected that you'd be into horse racing,"they frequently say.  People make assumptions, don't they? I think, too, that many of their assumptions about horse racing are wrapped up in stereotypical beliefs and the tab ops of gambling.  For many folks, you can't be interested in race horses, unless you gamble on them.  Not so.  But then, I do bet a few bucks from time to time.  

"If there were no betting on horse races, I'd still watch them," I tell them.  I don't really think they believe me, but it's really true.  My interest in horse racing and thoroughbred breeding began early in my life well before the days of modern communication when I followed the local racing scent in Los Angeles through a once a week TV program and of course the daily newspapers we all read.  Papers...plural...is correct because about 60 years ago there were morning and afternoon papers and sometimes even a "Final Edition" late in the day.  

I knew my grandfather liked t play the ponies.  But he lived 3000 miles away and was more interested in trotters and pacers rather than flat running thoroughbreds.  New York, his home had more than a few standard bred tracks only a bus ride away.   think when he visited and stayed with my family for about a month when I was 13, he found his way to Santa Anita or Hollywood Park a few times.

 As a 10 year old, I began to follow the Southern California racing scene via the Saturday "Race of the Week'' broadcast on the local CBS channel.  My dad and I would watch together as the horses were introduced, some background given and then the race and post race coverage would follow.  We'd make our picks and then revel in our genius, or wallow in our disappointment,  We saw such local greats as Native Diver, TV Lark, The Axe II, and Round Table.  I knew the jockeys by name because among that colony were such icons as Bill Shoemaker, Laffit Pincay, and Johnnie Longden. Of course the legendary race caller, Harry Henderson, was very much in evidence too.  



In the summertime, I'd wait for the afternoon newspaper to arrive and go immediately to the Sports section to see the race results from the previous day and then look at the entries and handicapper's selections for the next day.  It was great fun, cost nothing, and gave me something to look forward to.  Sure I was a bit more involved in major league baseball scores and college sports, but following the races was often just as joyful.  

As I reflect back on my love affair with horse racing, I recall something from the 10 year-old days of my life.  In our living room, we had an oval, sort of brown woven rug.  It sat in the middle of the living room floor and I occupied the center of that run while watching TV with my family.  In those days (late 1950s) the family TV was a piece of furniture.  It was often encased in wood with double doors to shut out the screen when desired.  That rug became a race track on which to re-create memorable races I'd seen.  I had a small stash of plastic cowboy vs. Indians, complete with their plastic horses.  Most kids growing up in that era had them.  I'd long eschewed the people and just played with the horses.  The rug made the perfect racing surface.  That oval was home to my recreations of the Kentucky Derby and other big events.  I'd line up between 10-20 horses and then with the roll of a pair of dice the horses would one at a time make their way around the oval.  Stir of a horse race in slow motion.  But...it provided some thrilling finishes and gave me the opportunity to become the announcer.  My little track on a rug was much more fun than any of those spin a wheel paper horse racing board games available at the time.



At age 15, I was invited to accompany a neighborhood family on their trip to Del Mar, the beautiful oceanside track near San Diego.  My mom gave me a few dollars to which I added about 4 or 5 others I'd saved.  My friend's father placed a bet for me on the first horse race I ever witnessed in person.  $2. to win on a horse called Never Happen.  He won; I got a huge adrenalin rush, and haven't been the same ever since.



Sunday, March 9, 2025

Community Anyone?

 Community is a word with mostly positive connotations.  Despite the fact that its root also produces such loaded words lime commune and communism, people generally feel good about belonging to a community.  A sense of community is regarded as a good thing.  We all belong to several communities.  I suppose there is a community of bloggers, just as there is a community for most subcultures in this world.  I know people who work in the horse racing community have a strong sense of their shared values.  It's an alternative universe and like most communities, they take care of their own.  Most people only see the frontside of a racetrack, that is, the grandstand, turf club, bleachers, and apron in front of the racing surface.  But over in the barn area is the "backside" aka "backstretch" where dozens of grooms live and work alongside vets, trainers, exercise riders, and vendors of feed, tack, and even food.  Clearly a small town.  

In the last few months a community has developed in the morning Tai Chi classes offered in my neighborhood.  Probably because there are many seniors with common interests, but nevertheless a tight-knit little community of people who show up despite the ailments of old age and sometimes the challenges of transportation.  These folks really care about each other's well-being and after only knowing one another for a few months they are beginning to share more time and depend on one another.

In my neighborhood, we have a "Safer Together" community that is related to our emergency response team.  Your neighbors are your first responders in case of major emergency and it's important to know them so you can be there for them if needed.  

Many teachers I know consider their students and classrooms as a community.  English teachers I worked with all saw their classrooms as "a community of writers."  In community there is help, safety, and comfort.  We define ourselves by other people, so it makes sense that we feel positive about spending time with them.  To do otherwise seems unnatural.

"Man is by nature a political animal."  So said Socrates.  He meant not that we love and are political, but rather we are meant to live in community.  The polis, (Greek city-state) is where we desire to live, among others.

In the little postwar So. California town where I grew up there was a grocery store called The Community Market.  It was larger than a mom and pop store, but smaller than today's huge big box versions.  It truly served our community, selling everything from canned goods, to 45 rpm records.  There was a butcher shop within, and a mini hardware store.  We relied on this business for everything until sleek newer chain grocery stores came nearby drawing off many of the customers.  Yet the Community Market continued to exist long into the next few decades.  I'm pretty sure it's gone now, but in this current climate on online ordering for everything it would have been doomed anyway.  BUT... This just in, a little research, as evidenced by this picture reveals what I knew as the grocery store called Community Market is now called the Community Center.  At the same location, it appears to be a food bank serving the current community.



Next month I hope to begin teaching a writing class for seniors.  If my local Parks and Recreation department can survive all the current budget cutting, this idea of mine might actually happen.  If so, I imagine it as a community of people who want to stimulate their cognitive thinking skills by remembering the important stories of their lives.  Of course, any age can do this, and I welcome anyone who wants to join the community.  

Thursday, February 27, 2025

My Two Cents

 Among the things that the current "wood chipper" administration is eliminating, is the penny. That's right, the shiny copper-colored 1 cent coin will be no more.  Its lowly amount has no place in our lives any longer and the Emperor, despite wearing no clothes, has called for its elimination.  

True, it has become mostly an irritation to most folks, but the U.S. penny one has many uses and was often a welcome addition to our pockets, change purses, and glass coin saving jars.  On occasion, people were paid solely in pennies if the person doing the paying wanted to make a statement to the recipient of the debt.  That might not be possible for too much longer.  But the fact that millions of pennies lurk in the corners of our homes and inside couch cushions and coin banks, their need may one day emerge.  

When it costs 3 cents to make 1 cent, the logic of continuing to mint pennies seems ridiculous.  Hence, the penny's demise.



But the penny once had so many uses.  There was a time when city parking meters took penny's.  As a child, I recall the distance sound of placing a penny the slot of those meters.  Each cent bought about 5 minutes.  A handful of pennies was all that was needed for a day of errand running.  Today a nickel buys a minute, a dime two, and a Quarter buys 5 or six minutes.  Feeding a parking meter is upwards of $5. for a day of shopping or running around.  A penny could once send a letter, then a postcard.  We know how often "forever" postage rates change now.  Hard to believe there once was a 1/2 cent stamp. That went by the wayside sometime in the 1950s.  Two or three of those could send a postcard.  But who sends postcards in the age of cell phones?

In childhood, the penny once was the coin of choice for buying candy and starting a coin collection.  Like many of my peers I had those little blue penny collection books.  It was very cool to heck my change and find a penny dated 1906 or perhaps one from the Great Depression dated 1932.  Then there were those dark, almost black steel looking pennies from WWII dated 1942-45 or so.  Indian head pennies were also a real find and actually did show up in your change once in a while.

When I first started teaching I taught a number of 9th grade World History classes.  There was one particular lesson on primary sources that depended on the penny.  Kids would take their seats and find a penny on their desk.  It was necessary to tell them not to disturb the penny before they had a chance to pocket it or throw it at someone or something.  Usually they still had it with them when class began.  What followed was a worksheet with a blank space and a set of questions.  

"This coin on your desk is all that remains of a once prosperous civilization," I'd announce.  In the space provided, students would first draw both sides of the coin.  Usually it had Lincoln's head on one side and the Lincoln Memorial on the other.  They'd account for all the words and numbers on either side too.  The questions involved making hypotheses about what could be learned about the civilization from just one coin.  Things like they wore beards, and built large stone buildings were discovered.  The numbers and words led to theories about language and time.  

For a squirrelly class of ninth graders this was always a successful lesson that cost no more than37 cents.

There is one memory of pennies that still hurts.  It was tied to blind antisemitism during my Junior High years.  Kids would throw pennies at those suspected of "being a Jew."  This learned stereotype  was practiced by those vulnerable to hate and ignorance.  One time, after witnessing such behavior, I even heard one kid  say to another, "Do you know why Jews have such big noses?  It' where they put all the pennies."  

Ha Ha, Motherfucker.    A penny for my thoughts?

Nobody is going to miss the penny.  Its value has disappeared.  It is now obsolete.  But its history as a symbol of a simpler time will long remain.  It speaks volumes about the civilization that created it.

Sunday, February 23, 2025

Letting Go

 I continue to deal with the question of what to do with all the material things one manages to collect during a lifetime. I have downsized a bit, but there is always more.  What I'm finding is that it's much more difficult to throw away letters, cards, and photographs than objects.

I want to give them some sort of ceremony before I put this ephemera in a trash can.  Burning things in a fireplace seems like the way to go, but that's not possible these days.  Tearing up things I would rather nobody read or see seems rather crude and cruel.  Sure, nobody will know, but it's difficult to destroy art and notes that were originally filled with love and concern.



To make matters worse, I've recently been sent envelopes of similar things that once belonged to a good friend of mine.  After he died, his partner began sending me records, books, and some of his fly fishing gear.  Now I'm getting newspaper clippings, cards, and bits and pieces of his books, chapbooks, and knick knacks.  Perhaps if I create my own ceremony by placing everything I decide I don't need to keep in a small shoebox type container, I can let go of all this clutter in a respectful manner.  Sort of a coffin type deal.  

The landfill is hardly a good home, not exactly the ocean, but it serves the purpose.  It's a letting go, a final farewell.  If you are going to move on, you really have to move some of the trappings of a lifetime on as well.

It's also a good way to clear out some of the small boxes that I keep accumulating.

Friday, February 14, 2025

Play Time

 Play is the work of childhood.  So the experts tell us.  But a child's play is no longer what it once was.  Child psychologists have recently expressed concern that children today are losing valuable skills because their play and playtime has been rapidly changing.  These changes include more adult supervision and less time outside.  

One of the consequences of this seems to be the inablility to solve conflicts on their own.  

This got me thinking.  How does children's play today differ from what was play in my childhood.  One obvious difference is that children rarely play outside in their neighborhoods any more.  Gone are in the street baseball games and summertime classics like "red light, green light."  

To be sure, the rise of computer technology has a lot to do with this.  Combined with the fear of childhood abduction, it's easy to see why the neighborhood issue quiet outside these days.  What a tradeoff.  



It's been over 60 years since I've played any baseball in the street.  But there was a time when it was a daily occurrence.  At 8 years of age, a manhole cover made a good home plate, and a driveway a perfect warning track.  On rare occasions if there were only a few kids, we actually played on our front lawns.  My neighbors had one side of their lawn framed off by a hedge.  Pyracantha bushes as I remember.  It made a perfect ivy covered wall like the one at Wrigley Field in Chicago.  We used a tennis ball to avoid breaking any windows should a foul ball go astray.

In my hood we "announced" our games.  One kid or the team at bat, would emulate our favorite baseball announcers, deftly substituting our own last names in with Willie Mays, Duke Snyder, or Roberto Clemente.  

Yes, back then, there were girls games and boys games.  That's just the way it was.  But in my neighborhood, all the kids between the ages of about 7-11 played together.  These games tested the limits of our imaginations and while they were faithful to the prevailing sex roles of the time, they served to teach and enforce all the social skills needed.  

In looking back, I marvel at some of the more elaborate games that I concocted with my childhood mates.  We played "office" when a neighbor place some file folders in the trash.  They were filled with old memos, receipts and miscellaneous documents from a local ice cream distributor.  They looked good to us, and we set up homemade file cabinets, offices with intercoms and secretaries, and name plaques for the executives.  There were coffee breaks (water) and big meetings taking place all the time.  Office was perfect for a rainy day or bad weather of any kind.

In my neighborhood we had all manner of original games.  We played "television" fashioning TV cameras from old blocks of wood and hanging up an old bedspread as a curtain.  "Circus" was a favorite that featured various tricks performed in and around a swings.  When my uncle gave my folks some boxes of used bowling pins another opportunity presented.  He worked for various bowling alleys refinishing the lanes and the old wooden pins made great firewood.  We regularly received a few boxes for our fireplace.  My friends and I pulled out a set of ten in reasonably good condition; no splinters and good paint.  A basketball served as a bowling ball, and we opened our garage bowling alley mush to the joy of my playmates.  We had a bar too!

Yes, I see how many of those sex roles were reinforced by these games.  But our consciousness would be raised in due time.  I often wonder if these games actually made it easier for us to understand how and why these changes were needed.

I know those days and those games are gone, forever.  But there are still ways that children, left on their own, can create their own imaginary worlds.  In what seems like just a few yers ago, my nieces kids, all young adults now, used to play with their grandmothers costume jewelry.  They'd put a hat on me, adorn me with earrings and necklaces and rings, proclaim me the "King."  I was only too happy to oblige, despite looking rather foolish.  I'd like to think this activity made us all a little healthier, mentally

Saturday, February 8, 2025

Worst Case

 While the country waits for another Super Bowl, the slow moving coup we're undergoing inches along.  The Constitution quakes, splinters, and seems less relevant every day.  Its unbroken record is serious threatened.  This is no bank crisis that Andrew Jackson faced, this is no civi war, not yet because the house is divided.  This is no Watergate.  This is raw power in the hands of a sociopath and a tech billionaire somewhere on the spectrum.  

Congress needs a refresher course on Separation of Powers.  Why are many in both houses so willing to offer up their share?  The Trump juggernaut rolls over everything in its path.  Where is the outrage from his own party?



The guy hasn't read a book in years.  That's why he can so easily revert to imperialism to back up his strong leanings toward racism, colonialism, and condescension.  He's a walking mess when it comes to understanding history and other cultures.  That's why we can't expect anything other than what we're getting.  

I want to hear from those who willfully placed their vote in his column.  When the regret hits, I want to know what they feel like.  Maybe they feel as little as he does.  Maybe they reserve their emotions for NFL games only.  

Now that the main event is in full swing, we await the chance to change our seats.  If a few Congressional seats can be flipped, the battle for the Constitution will rival any football bowl game.  A line will have been drawn in the sand and the politicos will have to say something or live by their silence.

Of all the changes that the blitzkrieg strategy of Elon Musk and Donals Trump have wrought so far, the one that stands out the most is the gutting of USAID.  This foreign policy strategy has gone counter to the notion of the "Ugly American" more than any other in recent memory. It's apparent that so many of the world's most vulnerable people depend on these programs for food, medicine and other basic human needs.  There is something particularly repugnant about the world's richest man and a would-be dictator teaming up to cut off these people.  In the name of America, this must be overturned at once.

Tuesday, January 28, 2025

100 Candles


 I'm sitting in a sunny room with my mother-in-law on the eve of her 100th birthday.  Everyone is either gone or busy, as we two converse in between snippets of her favorite TV show: Call The Midwife.

She has poor vision and hearing, but never misses this program.  In fact, she often watches the re-runs because she can't remember having seen them earlier.  



I notice how alert she sits when watching the large-screen High-def TV.

Another baby is successfully born on the screen. 

I wonder what goes through the mind of a Centenarian watching a birth?

Her husband, Don is gone 18 years now.

He was an ob-gyn.

"What do you think Don would have thought of this program," I ask.

"Oh, he would have loved it, especially because they deal with so many important issues," she replies.

Tomorrow she will wear a tiara and a sash that says "Today is my Hundredth Birthday."

Her children and their children, and their children will all make appearances in the next few days.

And still,  when I see her for the first time in a few months,

she greets me with,

"Why am I still here?"






Monday, January 27, 2025

Searching for Willie White


c2007 Bruce Greene


     The price tag reads $1,000.  The piece is from the artist’s “1980-87 first period.” I stifle a chuckle.  That’s what the gallery description says.  “A rendering of the New Orleans Superdome.”  Pre Katrina, the deep maroon colored stadium appears on the horizon surrounded by lime green cactus-like trees floating in the sky.  Red flowers blossom from spindly branches.  The documentation concludes with “ Untitled, markers on stretched canvas.”  The piece is unsigned but attributed to New Orleans folk artist Willie White.

First period, I think.  The words rattle around and will not leave me alone.  First period, I mutter the sound of that phrase before speaking out loud.  “I remember a period before that…the real first period.”  Perhaps it was the only period. In any case, it remains a permanent marker in my mind. My bittersweet relationship with New Orleans will always be measured by the night I came face to face with Willie White. 

“At least I’ll be in New Orleans.”  That’s what I told everyone before I decided to spend my whole summer at the institute.  Loyola University was to be the home of an intensive National Endowment for the Humanities summer institute considering the work of four Southern women writers. I knew I was fortunate, that competition for this limited enrollment was fierce.  But the thought of being one of the only men admitted, being indoors all day, and not knowing anyone else left me doubting my decision to go. If the institute doesn’t live up to its promise, I thought, at least I’ll be in New Orleans. 

 That single line echoed in my head two weeks later when Vickie and Cheryl outlined their plan.  Only this time, if this venture doesn’t pan out, at least I’ll die in New Orleans was the new version. Some places you just cant walk around after dark.  I knew better.  My time as a young Vista volunteer had taught me much about borders and boundaries. I definitely knew better.  Yet there was something more here, the chance to meet an artist, the chance to see more of the city, and, perhaps, the chance to take a risk.  Were these two folk art fanatics cultural anthropologists, or were they simply naïve tourists? 

     Vickie and Cheryl evoked pure Southern California.  The former, an art and English teacher and the latter, a graphic designer, bonded in San Diego.  When Vickie, in a genuine effort to expand her Advanced Placement curriculum, was selected for the New Orleans institute, Cheryl promised to visit and run around New Orleans looking for triumphs and treasures.  One evening Vickie, in a rare after class appearance, joined a small group of us at the Juarez, an authentic Mexican restaurant that was obviously up to Vickie’s soaring standards.  Dressed in Jordache Jeans, with matching jacket, Vickie gleamed with the addition of two large gold hoop earrings. She pulled a chair over to our table and cheerfully introduced us to her visitor, Cheryl.  Looking like a model for LA Gear, complete with ponytail to the side, Cheryl wore no jewelry, save the handmade friendship bracelet twisted around her wrist.  

It was an abandoned copy of Richochet, a fledging art magazine that first introduced them to the folk art world of Willie White.  The cover photo of a Willie White original was seductive. The piece depicted large green dinosaurs and serpents with long red tongues, amid plants that resembled blue, yellow, and black tomatoes and large sliced watermelons.  Black crosses hung surrealistically in the air, hovering above strange spiny plants.  The article inside was only a few paragraphs, but did contain a photograph of a front porch with cut cardboard leaning against a fading red metal chair, and the dimly lit profile of Willie drawing on one such former box top with crayons and markers.  



It had been an unusually long day.  I awoke at 4:30 in order to read two Eudora Welty stories and one by O’Conner.  If I could get to the air-conditioned P J’s Coffee shop by 7 am that time was reserved for Kate Chopin’s work.  Alice Walker was always in the late afternoon.  The Juarez was a chance to spend part of the evening in air-conditioned comfort.   After dinner, it was fairly easy to yield to my sense of adventure.  I was simply too tired to read and agreed to go along.  Dryades Street was all we really knew, perhaps the 1900 block according to a French Quarter art dealer.  “It’s only a few blocks off St. Charles,” Cheryl pleaded, “we can take the streetcar.”  Not at night I insisted, do you know how deceptively fast these neighborhoods can change?”  By the time we reached Vickie’s car, it began to rain.  Not the normal 7:00pm thundershower I had become used to, but a real Louisiana “gully washer.”  After two passes up and down Dryades St. it was clear we needed to ask someone about Willie White.  Would he be known?  Would his neighbors know how his first paintings were done on fences and literally on his front porch?  Did they realize that this 77-year-old bullfrog of a man painted images from his dreams, and more often images he recalled from watching TV?  Did any of them own his impressions of horses, or skyscrapers or planets with rocket ships often made from left over house paint? Certainly they must have wondered why mostly white folks came here and paid him as much as $20.00 for his drawings on old box tops.  People came; people paid.  They took the drawings, he took the money.

     Dryades Street certainly reflected its history.  Once a portion of a large plantation, the rows of Shotgun houses continued to deteriorate from their original stature and function as either slave quarters before the Civil War or servants quarters afterward.  The inconsistent pattern of this neighborhood, a checker boarding of fairly affluent streets followed by pockets of abject poverty, only to evolve into modest working class homes a few blocks later, was a throwback to the contour and demography of 19th century New Orleans.  

We stopped near a street corner where five men huddled around a smoking barbeque.  The rain thickened.  Splashing my way up to this gathering I spoke to one man who separated himself suddenly from the rest. He turned to his companions and echoed my request.  They said nothing.  Their look said leave.  Walking back toward me, with the residue of a smile he spoke.

“You might try 2 ½ locks further down; you might find him on the other side of the street; there might be some children on the porch there.”  He might have told me what I wanted to know.

We found the kids, and double-checking that well-cropped magazine photo, concluded that the red chair in the photo was the same one dripping water before us now.  Cheryl knocked on the door and a woman in her 40s quickly answered.  Nancy identified herself as Willie’s niece and proceeded to tell us “how it is.”

“Come on in outta this rain, I need to tell you how it is now.  A lady brings him canvases, and you go through her.  She represent him.”  Willie had an agent!  

“Nothing leaves through that door, it wouldn’t be right.  Anyway, he’s got his work cut out.  

While my friends went off to look at Nancy’s work, I received an invitation to sit from a man she called Uncle Jack.  He motioned toward a chair so worn and stained that I considered standing before I realized who Uncle Jack was.  He initiated a conversation and I allowed myself to be from L.A. simply so he wouldn’t have to say San Francisco. Fs are difficult for a person with few teeth.  Within minutes we were all ushered into the kitchen, first to look at the work of Omar, a California cousin who was trying to crack the art market.  Finally Nancy produced three drawings.  They were clearly Willie White originals.  One had large red crosses in each corner with one dimensional black horses splayed out before them, another had the watermelon halved surrounded by spiny trees and blue horses.  The third was green dinosaurs on yellow and clearly signed in red in the lower right corner.  Were we supposed to make an offer?  When we expressed mild interest, she pronounced them unfinished. 

While the storm cleared, we remained confused.  Within 15 minutes we left, assuming the role of displaced foreigners with no decorum.  Maybe if I’d remained in that chair, next to Uncle Jack.  Maybe if I sat and talked while all the scrambling for his agent’s card was going on, I’d have done what seems so obvious now.  I might have told this folk Buddha how much I loved his work.  Might have discovered his ideas about what and why he paints.  Somewhere amid the “representative” and the rules, somewhere in finding Willie White, something else got lost.



Willie White died in 2000.  His paintings, on canvas, now bring upwards of a few thousand.  I would have thought Hurricane Katrina gave Dryades street the knockout blow.  Not so.  Like parts of the Quarter, it’s always been on higher ground. 

Friday, January 24, 2025

Take a Listen

 Between 1962 and 1968 Bob Dylan released 6 albums.  I bought 3 of them.  I actually remember buying them and their cost.  Yet, when I  unpacked a couple of boxes of records I had in storage, I uncovered all 6 of these albums.  One of them, Another Side of Bob Dylan, I had in duplicate.  How is that possible?  



Easily.   Between 1969 and 1973 I lived in communal households.  That is, I had a room in a house that I shared with from three to five people.  Usually there was one stereo system and records were kept nearby.  Occasionally, but not always, record albums were identified by name. The owner would write their name somewhere on the album cover, usually on the back in some corner.  On my collection of those albums, one name I recognize,  but on the other, I have no clue.  Is that a statement about the 60s?  Probably.  I'm sure that one or two of my other albums from those days ended up somewhere else.  I rarely put my name on them and was usually willing to bring a few to parties or friend's homes.  So be it.  It's not a big deal, but seems funny and somehow significant to me. If nothing else, it shows the frequency that these albums were played.  In many of those households, there was no TV and the record player was the entire entertainment system.  It was used almost 27/7. 



Those communal albums were like rolling stones.

In most of those 1968-1973 households there were other favorite albums that played more than others.  A brief list would include the work of:

Crosby, Stills, Nash, and Young

The Beatles (esp. Rubber Soul, Abbey Road, and the White Album),



Blues albums by B.B. King, Albert King, Taj Mahal, Lightnin' Hopkins, and Sonny Boy Williamson II

Assorted Folk, Bluegrass, Motown, Pop, World music

We listened to everything, all the time.

Saturday, January 11, 2025

1965

 In October of 1965 I am 18 years old, living at home and attending my first year of college.  The previous year has been one of enormous change. My sister married and in no longer living at home.  My desire to attend a state university  was thwarted by a state financial crisis that saw the entire Freshman class, already admitted, put on hold and promised admission sometime next year.  

I enroll in a community college to take advantage of the less expensive cost, and knock off some required classes and because waiting six months with no academic stimulation is not an option in my house.  My circle of friends narrows.  Some to out of state schools, some into the military, some into the work force.  I have a part-time job that lets me take classes in the morning and work 5 hours every afternoon.  There is some overtime too.  

At home, my mom is in the early throes of an ovarian cancer diagnosis.  We are optimistic and a treatment plan is in place.  I have recently purchased my first car, a 1959 VW bug.  I can commute to school and work on $3.00 worth of gas a week.  At $1.25 an hour, I'm living large and enjoying a new found freedom.  For the first time in my life, evenings are my own.  There are suddenly no more house rules that govern where I go and when I come home.  I do not exploit this sudden autonomy.  I'm a good kid that loves his family and looks forward to his future.

One of my chores at home is to put out the trash barrels the night before pick-up.  I look forward to this and wait for a specific time to tackle this job.  To carry the two metal barrels by their handles from the backyard to the front yard takes me about 7 minutes.  But I stall.  I go slowly for a reason.  My transistor radio is in my back pocket, the earphone in my ear.  Tuned to station KFWB, I await a Thursday evening feature that occurs between 6:45 and 7:00pm. 

It is then that they play the top 10 songs in England.  Like our youth culture, the station is looking to the British Isles more and more since the Beatles invaded the previous year.  I covet this feature because there is one song I can only hear then.  There is a song that has come in at number 9 on the list that fascinates me.  I've heard of Bob Dylan.  His music is attracting more and more people my age.  Artists like Peter, Paul, and Mary as well as Joan Baez are singing his songs.  The music is different.  No more My Boyfriends Back or I Will Follow Him, this music has attitude.  It's topical, defiant.  It warns the listener to pay attention.  I'm waiting for my only chance to hear The Times are a Changin'.



I maneuver the second trash barrel in place then stop to listen.  I turn to walk back up the driveway so nobody can see or hear me mouth the words.  Something is going on and I'm not sure what it is.

Sunday, January 5, 2025

Now You Know

 I have been reading with much interest all the comments, pro and con about the new Dylan movie, A Complete Unknown.  Many conflicting ideas and a multitude of takes, but that's to be expected.  What pleases me most is that there is renewed interest, especially among younger generations in the life and work of Bob Dylan. To discover this most prolific artist is always an adventure and a mind expanding experience.  Among the more bizarre reactions was one I read yesterday in which a young man wrote that after seeing the film Dylan seemed more concerned with getting laid than in writing and performing protest music.  I think there is a bit of projection going on there. In any event, a few folks, including myself, sent him lists of Dylan songs that are definitely social comment.  If you include songs like "Who Killed Davy Moore," there are many more than even Dylan contemporaries are aware of.  In two minutes, even the least aware Dylan fans can rattle off social comment lyrics written and performed during the Civil Rights Movement and the Vietnam War resistance years.  Enough said.  



In thinking back about those days, it occurred to me that Dylan's words and music contrasted so sharply with anything else at the time that any thinking person was hard pressed not to be blown away.  A quick look back shows us that in 1963, our transistor radios were blaring  It's My Party, My Boyfriend's Back, I Will Follow Him, Sugar Shack, and Rhythm of the Rain.  Of course, that same year Peter, Paul, and Mary's cover of Dylan's Blowin' in the Wind was on the list but well down the top 40.  Also present were some great MoTown recordings like Smokey Robinson's You Really Got a Hold On Me. 

My point here is not that the existing music was inferior to Dylan's music,  but rather completely different. When you grew up on some rather simplistic high school drama music or often sappy love songs, Dylan lyrics were mind blowing.  The world was calling this new generation and Dylan picked up the phone.  

Compare these lyrics from Oxford Town,

He went down to Oxford townGuns and clubs followed him downAll because his face was brownBetter get away from Oxford town
Oxford town around the bendCome to the door, he couldn't get inAll because of the colour of his skinWhat do you think about that, my friend?
Me, my gal, and my gal's sonWe got met with a tear gas bombDon't even know why we comeWe're goin' back where we came from

Or The Gates of Eden

The savage soldier sticks his head in sandAnd then complainsUnto the shoeless hunter who's gone deafBut still remainsUpon the beach where hound dogs bayAt ships with tattooed sailsHeading for the Gates of Eden

And especially Hey Mr. Tambourine Man

Though you might hear laughing, spinning, swinging madly across the sunIt's not aimed at anyoneIt's just escaping on the runAnd but for the sky there are no fences facingAnd if you hear vague traces of skipping reels of rhymeTo your tambourine in timeIt's just a ragged clown behindI wouldn't pay it any mindIt's just a shadow you're seeing that he's chasing

Hey, Mr. Tambourine Man, play a song for meI'm not sleepy and there is no place I'm going toHey, Mr. Tambourine Man, play a song for meIn the jingle jangle morning I'll come following you
The Times changed, dramatically.

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